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    BEAUTIFUL SOUL
     
         Once upon a time there was a girl who lived in the forest with her wolf pack. This pack believed in a one true God whose words were written in a Holy Book and meant to be followed in order to enter the sky upon death. The girl, who knew she was born a coyote, was always being told to stay away from the sea because the creatures that swam in those waters were sinners destined to burn for all eternity. When she asked Wolf Mother why the mermaids were so evil Wolf Mother told her that the mermaids lived secluded from men and lured girls in to swim in their waters. The girl never understood why exactly that made the mermaids so evil but she kept her mouth shut anyways. She knew that if her secret were ever to come out her pack would reject her and she knew deep down that they already hated her anyways so why give them another reason to kick her out of the group and make her live in exile.
        One day the girl was brave enough to approach the sea and talk to her beloved mermaid. So she wondered away from her pack and lay by the waters in hopes that her mermaid would want to talk too. She waited for what seemed like a lifetime before her mermaid finally graced her with her presence. They shared their souls with each other like they always did before but this time it was different. The girl was always so strong for her mermaid and never wanted to break the promise that she made to her but deep down inside she was scared and vulnerable. She had a weak spot and that was her loyalty to her pack. So she left her mermaid and went back to play a part she always hated.
        However, her pack never really wanted her back because they remembered every mistake she had ever made. They would never forgive her for all the pain that she caused them no matter how hard the girl begged and pleaded. After all she only did what she thought was truly best because all she ever wanted to do was help support her pack and not become a burden to them. In the end even though her intentions were good it still did not excuse what she had done because she lied. So they lost all faith in her and she was forever condemned to live in exile which was slowly killing her from the inside out.
        The girl felt completely lost and alone so she wandered back to the sea but her mermaid was nowhere to be found. She sat and cried hoping to drown the world with her tears but that never solved anything. When she reached the moment where she felt like she could not take it anymore her mermaid appeared. The girl asked for forgiveness and her mermaid pulled her into the sea where they could be alone together to create their own world.
        Their world was beautiful. They had created a Utopia where all the lost and rejected souls could shine in their own way. It was a safe haven for every soul that had ever been beaten down or left out. They were never judged by their outside appearances and actions as long as their intentions were good and their soul was beautiful.

    BEAUTIFUL SOUL
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         Once upon a time there was a girl who lived in the forest with her wolf pack. This pack believed in a one true God whose words were written in a Holy Book and meant to be followed in order to enter the sky upon death. The girl, who knew she was born a coyote, was always being told to stay away from the sea because the creatures that swam in those waters were sinners destined to burn for all eternity. When she asked Wolf Mother why the mermaids were so evil Wolf Mother told her that the mermaids lived secluded from men and lured girls in to swim in their waters. The girl never understood why exactly that made the mermaids so evil but she kept her mouth shut anyways. She knew that if her secret were ever to come out her pack would reject her and she knew deep down that they already hated her anyways so why give them another reason to kick her out of the group and make her live in exile.
        One day the girl was brave enough to approach the sea and talk to her beloved mermaid. So she wondered away from her pack and lay by the waters in hopes that her mermaid would want to talk too. She waited for what seemed like a lifetime before her mermaid finally graced her with her presence. They shared their souls with each other like they always did before but this time it was different. The girl was always so strong for her mermaid and never wanted to break the promise that she made to her but deep down inside she was scared and vulnerable. She had a weak spot and that was her loyalty to her pack. So she left her mermaid and went back to play a part she always hated.
        However, her pack never really wanted her back because they remembered every mistake she had ever made. They would never forgive her for all the pain that she caused them no matter how hard the girl begged and pleaded. After all she only did what she thought was truly best because all she ever wanted to do was help support her pack and not become a burden to them. In the end even though her intentions were good it still did not excuse what she had done because she lied. So they lost all faith in her and she was forever condemned to live in exile which was slowly killing her from the inside out.
        The girl felt completely lost and alone so she wandered back to the sea but her mermaid was nowhere to be found. She sat and cried hoping to drown the world with her tears but that never solved anything. When she reached the moment where she felt like she could not take it anymore her mermaid appeared. The girl asked for forgiveness and her mermaid pulled her into the sea where they could be alone together to create their own world.
        Their world was beautiful. They had created a Utopia where all the lost and rejected souls could shine in their own way. It was a safe haven for every soul that had ever been beaten down or left out. They were never judged by their outside appearances and actions as long as their intentions were good and their soul was beautiful.

    ONE BODY TWO SPIRITS
    My name is DH
    I am the man nobody sees
    My name is AJ
    I am the woman everybody perceives
    I am two spirits trapped in one body
    I guess it's true what they say
    I am fearfully and wonderfully made
    DH (Male Spirit) In Elsa's Point Of View:
    I remember everything clearly and vividly
    I remember everything too well
    I was a danger to you and I always have been
    They taught me to fear myself
    They forced me into hiding my feelings
    The only thing I ever learned was that as long as I was numb I could never feel the pain
    The pain of death and disappointment
    The pain of shame and regret
    The pain of reality and rejection
    I kept my distance from you in order to protect you
    You were loved and needed
    You will always be loved and needed
    So I hid to protect you
    I hide out of fear
    When you told me you loved him I snapped
    How could you love someone you just met
    I had to come out to keep you from that mistake
    Once I was out I panicked and ran
    I needed distance from you
    I thought that as long as we were apart you could live without me
    And I was free........for awhile but not forever
    I could not escape the fear
    I spent so much time trying to protect you
    When it was I who needed protection most
    I needed you
    But I spent all my time fighting myself
    Fighting you
    Pushing you away
    Until I realized how much you sacrifice every day
    You would die to let me live
    But I need you here with me
    We belong
    Together
    AJ (Female Spirit) In Anna's Point Of View:
    Somehow we had fun together
    Somehow we could be ouselves together around the ones we loved
    Somehow you knew they hated you
    Somehow you knew to hide
    I did not understand what they sheltered me from
    I always felt that a part of me was missing
    I was stuck inside
    But I was left on the outside
    While grieving through a funeral
    I needed you to help me through it
    But you locked the door and stayed isolated
    Leaving me to toughen up for the sake of the others
    I had to be strong to get the others through it
    I never got the validation of love from you
    So I looked for it in others
    I had no one to lean on
    So I clung to him but you did not approve
    I could not understand at first
    But now I see clearly
    All those years you were fighting with yourself
    Hiding to protect me
    But you cannot keep me safe
    That is not your burden to bear
    I would die to let you live
    But the truth is that you need me here with you
    We belong
    Together

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