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    Imagining the possibilities when I was young still blowing tree
    I was lost in a vast sea populated by temporary imagery
    figured out that the highs are for the people who dwell to succeed
    And the lows are for the people who sit diligently
    waiting on things to change ideas don't mean shit if you aint got the heart to chase ya dreams
    Sometimes it's still hard to see especially when I'm pulled in every direction starting to get harder to breath
    I'm falling onto my knees
    Beggin god to forgive me hopin he'll help me
    I never thought that it'd be you who'd leave me with all these unanswered questions of how things used to be...
    How could you just leave? You're absence is slowly starting to killing me
    A father figure a role model and so much more
    I can reminisce to adolescence sleeping outside on a old door supported by the wooden horses out in the yard gazin at the stars
    picturing the stories that you tell me hoping they would hold me until the next morning
    when we would sit under the trees
    Eating out the cans I can still picture us at peace
    sitting there feeling the summer breeze
    telling me all those things that youd hope to see
    Like me graduate making it out the streets
    not ending up like my father caught up in the drugs paccin some heat or like my mom's seeing the drugs eating up her body pheinin for a high that would eventually take her away from me 
    making it harder for me to sleep you told me do everything to the best of my ability
    life is an endless void and if I wanted I could attain it all respectively
    Respect trust and loyalty you've laid my foundation before me
    trying to decipher the analogies life's throwing at me while my demons are eating away at the happiness within me
    I'm trying to gain my grip back aggressively
    because if I don't unfocused my mind starts to wonder away from me
    Patiently I'm living my life with the heart to see this world change into more than what it seems to be
    I'm still asking the man above why he had to take so much away from me
    Hesistant to believe that this was the best for me
    being stripped away from my family
    I lost what was left of me and depression started getting the best of me
    I was used to survival predominantly
    my life was forced through an ambitious mentality
    On a basis of my regularities I'm equipped with the presence of unbounded prosperity
    I know you couldn't understand what I see or even comprehend what begins to fascinate me
    All I ever wanted was to just be happy
    I've never asked for more than honesty.
    I've accepted the realities holding onto my tears and the memories
    I still have the tendency to get distracted unintentionally
    But for now I've reached the tiers persistently
    I just wanted you to feel the pieces of me
    I apologize my heart tends to rarely bleed
    Conscious of the decisions I make for what's up ahead of me
    This place doesn't hold the capacity for foolish entities
    Open up your soul listen to the rhythm of my symphonies
    The results are the epitome of my chemistry chained in the darkened rooms the musician collides with the energy
    Feel the need to still do something better than these assisted artists with uncanny rhymes that mean nothing to me
    I've created the future fused with the nineties
    Solely inclined towards making you see hopin you'll rewind back to your favorite part of my speech
    Breathing the heat listen to me speak The eyes opened up Be ready. just something written real quick by me.

    Imagining the possibilities when I was young still blowing tree
    I was lost in a vast sea populated by temporary imagery
    figured out that the highs are for the people who dwell to succeed
    And the lows are for the people who sit diligently
    waiting on things to change ideas don't mean shit if you aint got the heart to chase ya dreams
    Sometimes it's still hard to see especially when I'm pulled in every direction starting to get harder to breath
    I'm falling onto my knees
    Beggin god to forgive me hopin he'll help me
    I never thought that it'd be you who'd leave me with all these unanswered questions of how things used to be...
    How could you just leave? You're absence is slowly starting to killing me
    A father figure a role model and so much more
    I can reminisce to adolescence sleeping outside on a old door supported by the wooden horses out in the yard gazin at the stars
    picturing the stories that you tell me hoping they would hold me until the next morning
    when we would sit under the trees
    Eating out the cans I can still picture us at peace
    sitting there feeling the summer breeze
    telling me all those things that youd hope to see
    Like me graduate making it out the streets
    not ending up like my father caught up in the drugs paccin some heat or like my mom's seeing the drugs eating up her body pheinin for a high that would eventually take her away from me 
    making it harder for me to sleep you told me do everything to the best of my ability
    life is an endless void and if I wanted I could attain it all respectively
    Respect trust and loyalty you've laid my foundation before me
    trying to decipher the analogies life's throwing at me while my demons are eating away at the happiness within me
    I'm trying to gain my grip back aggressively
    because if I don't unfocused my mind starts to wonder away from me
    Patiently I'm living my life with the heart to see this world change into more than what it seems to be
    I'm still asking the man above why he had to take so much away from me
    Hesistant to believe that this was the best for me
    being stripped away from my family
    I lost what was left of me and depression started getting the best of me
    I was used to survival predominantly
    my life was forced through an ambitious mentality
    On a basis of my regularities I'm equipped with the presence of unbounded prosperity
    I know you couldn't understand what I see or even comprehend what begins to fascinate me
    All I ever wanted was to just be happy
    I've never asked for more than honesty.
    I've accepted the realities holding onto my tears and the memories
    I still have the tendency to get distracted unintentionally
    But for now I've reached the tiers persistently
    I just wanted you to feel the pieces of me
    I apologize my heart tends to rarely bleed
    Conscious of the decisions I make for what's up ahead of me
    This place doesn't hold the capacity for foolish entities
    Open up your soul listen to the rhythm of my symphonies
    The results are the epitome of my chemistry chained in the darkened rooms the musician collides with the energy
    Feel the need to still do something better than these assisted artists with uncanny rhymes that mean nothing to me
    I've created the future fused with the nineties
    Solely inclined towards making you see hopin you'll rewind back to your favorite part of my speech
    Breathing the heat listen to me speak The eyes opened up Be ready. just something written real quick by me.

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